Shashaaaaaaa;D

2011-03-07T07:02:00.000-08:00

I MISS 3C . I MISS MY FCUKING LONG HAIR . FUCKFUCKFUCK .

there's gonna be a parent teacher meet session on thursday and my mum's suppose to go on other day cause its on a thursday . cibs . failed the most important subject : ENGLISH . kbye .

common test = done

2011-03-05T08:37:00.000-08:00

what's satisfying for my result was that I got A2 for mother tongue , fcukyeah . failed english and poa :/ the rest passed . Thursday would be parent teacher meeting , 7.30 to 9pm . Cibs , so long sia . Wednesday sports heats .

found the reason why , it was because he was still somewhere in the bits of corners in my heart and that's why it was uncertain . Fucking gotta let go , says angelene.

2011-02-24T06:51:00.000-08:00

sports day is comingg , common tests is almost overrrrr and i cannot wait to sit for my malay o's on may .

2011-02-20T06:15:00.000-08:00

I miss you, but you doubt me . So why should I go on ? How I wish I could turn back time , change evrything . Restart our love right from the start I knew you . Thru the problems I gave you , conflicts you had w my ex . cibs , I hate life .

2011-02-17T01:42:00.000-08:00

school's been really tiring . homeworks are super duper alott. my face getting tanned already , cause been going swimming every saturday . tution's gonna start every sunday , so can go out . weee , saturday have maths lesson then after that going kite flying . sports day coming , class tee doing . class cheer need find , omg ! running out of time already , march holidays have classes . siao . olevels scared especially of poa and english . pressurise . tired , headache came home fast today , kbai.

i miss perfect two

2011-02-11T03:02:00.000-08:00

ni case penat baru balek dari movie criter green hornet abeh webcam ! hahha <3

4km cross country today was challenging , dah niat nak dapat top 20 and then larilari around then after 2km rum , i was fucking exhausted and stomachache , abeh jogjogjog then stop to brisk walk sekali around 10 people run before me , habis chance nak jadi top 20 , but its sokayy m out of the whole entire batch of b division girls which is the sec 3 , 4 and 5 girls , i got 36th postion . quite good eh my stamina ! hahahahah m sho happy . after that , went to rp's restaurant to have pasta and then went home to clean house for awhile abeh keluar lagi to watch movie Green Hornet . Jay Chou sho cute ah pls .

please eh bodoh siaa nak hack account orang -.-'

im trying to love you but i dont know why there's nothing . like you , can . love you , cannot , so sorreeeh . cause he's still on my mind just far away , definitely , not my ex . just some other guy .

i need to shop moree . i need to watch movies moree , i need to revise my sec2 topics moree . i need to studyhard moreee , i need cash noww , im overspending money alotalot nowadays , mum's gonna kill me . bleargh . gonna watch pretty little liars cause i need to catch up w the episodes since now i have the time of my life , kbye .

misses airplanes

2011-02-10T03:20:00.000-08:00

BEFORE MY LONG HAIR WAS CUT .
school's okay . life's grat . health not that great . lungs keep acting cnnt breathe deep , but now's quite okay . natasha said it may because of my habit last time , haiyaa :/
my poa result was 2 out of 10 , and i fucking laugh to myself in class cause i failed and friend swhi studies too fail till only got 3 . funny sial . then teacher say ' still can laugh somemore ?!?!?' hahah EPIC .
gonna retake the test and this time im gonn ask esther to teach me so can pass . since she's the only one who got full marks . tomorrow's cross country finish early , dont know where to go next . hmm , i wanna watch a movie soon . valentines coming and why the hell am i tinking abt it , haha . kalau orang dah suke kau , appreciate lah siket , yang kau pandai sgt layan pmpn laen sedangkan kau suke jugak , mepek sia prangai .

2011-02-07T07:54:00.000-08:00

holidays were great . school just started and it already sucks , cb . got so many homeworks . poa test and maths test coming up , havent yet study .

i miss those airplanes.

2011-02-02T05:17:00.000-08:00

hello !

today was a half day so me and lydia went out go somewhere ^^ hehe ! i just topuped today so can text all the way . blackberry gila already , my facebook can masuk but cannot picet anything , siao . haha . common tests is coming ;/ finding a poa tutor either from 4a and 4b . today's performance is quite okay , the lo hei was quite nice especially the crackers ^^ hehe , few of our seniors came :D

2011-01-29T04:51:00.000-08:00

check out this link :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a2RA0vsZXf8&feature=channel

mothafucker blackberry

2011-01-29T04:32:00.000-08:00

HANDPHONE SPOILED . DONT EVER BUY BLACKBERRY , I TELL YOU . cibaaaai binget sia .

thursday blues

2011-01-27T06:30:00.000-08:00

Its thursday , and my bad was supersuperheavy with poa book and maths textbook . School's been okay . I wanna try to love someone but I'm scared my old habits of getting jealous would come again . I know its normal being jealous but what if what he's doing now will keep on if we're gonna be in a relationship . So,I'm just gonna lay low . Jealousy sucks . False hope ? Fuck it , I don't need it . This week's been quite okay , two people made me irritated and my girlfriends made me laugh so loud okay this week . Ohmygawdd, I miss you lydia (:

came to fly .

2011-01-22T23:05:00.000-08:00

yes , ive missed him . but hellyeah , life must go on . fading away .

Saw fikri 3days ago at pastamania and things have happened . faizal asked me to let it go ,soyeah. i woke up crying yesterday dreaming worrying about fikri , whick idk which i dreamt about him right after i saw him after two years lost . haiya .

tomorrow's school , homeworks not done yet . im serious for olevels , im preparing . life's been a bitch which make me irritate with some people . very fucking irritating .

the fact that im smiling

2011-01-20T04:09:00.000-08:00

Hi . This few days I'm irritated with some people . And this few days I confessed a lot of things to few people . So , my heart's clear without any doubts . School's been really tiring . I wanna watch movie :/ Valentine's day is coming and its gonna remind me of the past . Chey fake . Tired . Kbye .

2011-01-08T01:35:00.000-08:00

Its 8 january (: Firstly , life's been okayokaybaby , love life's been alright , health been acting up with flu fever and all . Haiya . School's been great , and the first person to piss me off was my form teacher . Whathehell , my hair short already he ask me to tie . Stupiak , but duhh of course I never tie . I let go . Hehe , rebel much ? NO right (: went to Marina area for learning journey , nyaa sec2 camp is coming up on 12 january ! Cannot wait , woohoo ! Never went for just now's belaying at jalan bahtera , was sick and my parents advice me not to go , so yeah . I'm taking it slow . I'm not rushing for love . See , good things are coming in .

2010-12-31T02:27:00.000-08:00

Nearing to Happy New Year , people !

2010-12-29T22:34:00.000-08:00

Life's been okayokayawesome. I've been sick lately , I don't know why . But I know I'm having flu because of the rain last two days. Supposed to go Scape this friday abeh when I think back , tak jadi cause my family and cousins wants to go out together . So better off with them . Hmm , school's starting soon and I've not yet buy shoes and bag. Fuck. kbai. Miss you.

2010-12-27T00:10:00.000-08:00

School's reopening next week . New year=new friends=new hairstyle=new study technics<3
Going kiteflying with Syida tomorrow^^ hehe syidaawanie time ;D bringing dslr , buying kite and going cycling ! Woohooo ~ finally a break .
eventhough I miss him so much , I just can't help it . Let's pretend I don't love him at all or even bit . Let him be happy with whoever he's happy now . Cause all I ever wanted was for him to be happy(: may it with her or whoever , last long .
All my efforts are drained , hais.

2010-12-24T01:08:00.000-08:00

Imma take my leave and let you two lovebirds .
Staying strong , I'm gonna have a drink . Countdown here I come !

2010-12-23T08:46:00.000-08:00

I tried so hard . So hard till its wasted . And gone . Oh mothafucker , I'm sick and tired of everything . Hais . I miss you.

2010-12-20T09:12:00.000-08:00

One thing that I love and miss more than you , is us . Its 10th .

2010-12-19T01:30:00.001-08:00

I don't know what the fuck I'm doing but I'm regretting everything . I miss yaw , so edging much . All wasted and gone . I wish you best of luck .

2010-12-18T04:43:00.000-08:00

^^ kay ni muke steam , I suke sesangat;D .
Another few more till? Yeah, it's almost christmas and another 2 more weeks toll school Reopens and I've not yet touch any homeworks :D
Going swimming or wherever on Tuesday , just to keep myself occupied from being devastated inside my room :/ anyone wanna bring me out ? I've stopped contacting him and been on myself now . Till then , gonna enjoy my life fully (: not hoping or expecting anything . Apa nam jack , jadi if . Now that's my moto !
Currently using iPod 4 . Went to play l4D2 with faaris on Friday and went to eat ice kacang with yaani and two guys , hmm . Got nothing to blog about already . Oh Gary , made a new tagboard (: spam again, I know what to do .

happy 15 bday

2010-12-16T00:41:00.000-08:00

awesome day(Y) natasha's sweet fifteen .

2010-12-15T04:27:00.000-08:00

Everyone is asking me to follow my heart . And somehow , my heart ask me to just keep quiet and get away . I can't say I miss him . He's happy now , let it be . As long as he's happy , I'm happy for him . Just gonna leave .

2010-12-14T04:01:00.000-08:00

Mama saw me crying when I prayed just now . When she asked why , I lied to her saying it was nothing . Imma big girl . Crying a few teardrops is okay am I right ? Especially when I'm being too nice . I told myself I'm gonna be okay .

2010-12-11T02:40:00.000-08:00

I'm bored and I don't know who to talk to, so this might be the right time for me to blog . Its been hell and heaven this days , mixed feelings . My holidays were spent quite wisely with my bestfriend and girlfriends. My holiday to KL was to relax not to shop or what , but sadly I didn't let it all out . I'm still stucked . I feel so messed up . My body's burning and my head is in ache . Fuck .

But now , it seems so hard . I'm soo sad+happy+relaxed+shocked+give a fuck care . Its mixed feelings . I can't tell him right I missed him )': its so hard on me . Hais . F you life . I hate you so much , life . You messed up everything .

2010-12-06T09:49:00.000-08:00

Changes in my life is so drastic . And I don't know whther to love it or hate it . Tsk . Its so complicate nowadays . Hais .

Going kuala lumpur in awhile and I'm bored . He never called . Went out with yaani today . Go her house makan tengok tv and pakai computer . Then meet wan , akyd nak bbual bender ? Yeah . Hmm , binget uhr nan satu laki ni . Nak jatuhkan maruah orng per kaw ? Lagylagy pompuan . Kiwaaak , serious aku binget gyler ! -.-'

Takecare bestfriend and angelene . Love ya <3

2010-12-04T04:12:00.000-08:00

I've been okay . Actually I've been great :D angelene talked to me , advised me and all and I'm really so loving her of putting sense into me . She's been so caring and sucha sweetie pie . I really appreciate what she did for me <3 thanks , love .

I don't really talk to that iskandar anymore . I wanna get on with my life . And I've told myself before , I'm not expecting anything from Mus Voxx . Yes , he's being so sweet and so baek towards me . Haiya , so stupid of me . Sucha nice boy and I let him go . Hais . Let him be happy with the cute girl , N . He deserve someone better than me {: sekarang apa nak jadi , jadi lah . Its been like more than a 24 hours we never talk , never reply my last message using mum's phone . Kay I'm strong . I miss him for being there for me . For like everything , I miss him . So bodoh sial aku .

2010-11-29T07:46:00.000-08:00

I feel so fucked up . I feel being lied to . Now when I'm all loveydovey and goodgood , people take advantage . So now , I wanna be fair and square . But firstly , I wanna change for the better . I wanna be understanding and not easily jealous . Cause I realised , being jealous no use, being understanding is a good thing . Having patience on everything . But I'm still sticking to , ' apa nak jad ' cause I cannot change anything but then , hmm . If you wanna make it up to me for paitaw-ing , I really wished you meant it . I don't expect anything , I just want people to be set me like how sweet I am to you . *twist fingers* I hope things would get better (:

2010-11-27T00:43:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was fun (: nothing could describe it . Since he can't go out right , Faraliza and Natasha went to my crib in the morning . i was bathing when they came . hehe , too many too elaborate uh . but let me summarize , there were alot of bochui . hahaha ni ah my mum takleeh ajak rompak :p they were trying to hide alot of things from me but atlast i get to find out , so cuteeeee lah kamu semua (:

i don't know where this is going , mus . i don't know . we've turning on and off . grr . and about him , i also don't know . i feel like giving up , too many dissapointments but i don't know whats holding me back . my birthday is being spent wisely but he like didnt give a fuck . im soo in a mixed feelings now . maybe he deserves better ? i dont want a brain anymore , i don;t want to think about anything . i feel so fcuked up . FML .

2010-11-26T21:14:00.000-08:00

I should have known . And I don't know whether to be sad or not . Hais.

2010-11-25T05:54:00.000-08:00

Another few more hours till no-fun day :/

was supposed to go out with Mus Voxx to celebrate my b'day but he was in a depress mood with his mum or something , hmm . Then cannot meet , so teman mama and adik go sekolah to get his PSLE results . He went N.A , 171 . So , I'm still the only Express child in my family ^^ hehe ! Kay , dah . After that , meet raihan at bustop to take my memory card , stranger siaa . Tapi macam weird gitu .

He texted me yesterday just before I wanted to sleep . And then he otp-ed with me till 6.30am today morning ((: bebual panjang . Bual pasal pompuan yang chasing die, that 'haha!' might be one of them ^^ then talked about mus and all . Rindu laaaah , tapi its worth it . The moments spending otp with him was one of the best moments in my life . Tomorrow goingsxxzSzs out . But I know myslef not hoping for anything . I don't want to have high expectations . I told him honestly what ystdy , skrg tenang hati aku . Kaybye .

2010-11-24T01:25:00.000-08:00

It hurts a lot to see another girl says I love you to the person you love so much or the person you love gives a <3 to another girl.

I don't know why I feel this way . Part of me now wants him to be here but hais . Its just days towards my big day and I'm feeling horrible . FML , I hate it . I really really hate it )':

2010-11-22T23:58:00.000-08:00

I today supposed to go out but then , mama tak kasi )': so tomorrow , I'd be buying school books so I can already start on next year's chapter for preparation of 0level , hehe . Then thursday going to celebrate birthday . Friday too . Hmm , I don't know why but hais . Saturday celebrate bday with family . Thursday and friday with friends , so siapa nak ajak keluar on friday ? ^^v mama dah kasi .

I get to msn-ed with him today , and I just miss we communicating . Faaris sendiri cakap , takmo move on sampai kau lupakan dia . I'm happy with the way I am now , but I'll be happier if he's here . You answered my question and I want to believe what he said . But I find it hard . My heart turns to stone now . Maybe I expected higher .hmm .
I'll leave everything to God to decide . Ly .

is a happygirl

2010-11-21T02:27:00.000-08:00

tomorrow may be going town with Lydia \m/ or nak ambilambil photoshoot .

cannot wait . tomorrow gonna get back my memory card from some guy .

today is shitszxs . went to airport just to have Popeye's , hungry hungry (: having extensions soon , maybe . hair shortshort . tuesday going iceskating with kawankawan yang buat aku happy ^^ gonna wear beeeeeeanie :DD

spammer , spam all you want , you NO LIFE .

2010-11-18T17:14:00.000-08:00

I wonder if things would get better between us ?

2010-11-17T20:00:00.000-08:00

Today was A to the W to the E to the S to the O to the M to the E \m/

Met baboon then walked to Woodlands Northplaza , bought bubble tea . Supposed to go play L4D2 but then tak jadi , go admiraly bought baboon's contact lens and went to her jungle . Played make-up then camwhored . And some were with our ring . Its been long since I see and wear the ring . Hmm . Tomorrow gonna watch movie with Mama <3

Yesterday , he gave me a goodnight message and I'm like hard to believe ahh , cause its been long . I'm serious when I say I'm letting everything go . What's gonna happen , happen ah . I don't care already . Ape nak jadi , jadi ah . Ku okaygo (Y) ku happy selalu .

2010-11-16T20:51:00.000-08:00

Hi . Aku rindu dia . Kbye . & Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to you . Sorry for everything .

2010-11-15T07:51:00.000-08:00

Hello ;D

Hehee , today is one of the best days in my life (Y) . Went out with yaani to town <3 to accompany adik dia beli dress for prom . So we mrt-ed to Bugis , abeh yaani kate orang tua selengeh thu suami aku -.- and I said hers was the fat chinese guy sitting at the end of the seats (y) hehee , sampai Bugis , there were like lotsa of clothes and dresses yang I loike , sumpah . Espcially the Red's one . Superduper nice , nak beli taw baju sweet thu but then takot tk enuff money . So next time will come there again ! *tak sabar*

Taxi-ed home and yaani and me took alotalot of pictures . Hehee today is the first time me and yaani go town TOGETHER <3 sayang dia . Oh FYI , its rude to call a girl stupid or say mean stuff to her like 'siam' and all . And that's when a guy is completely out of his life . Fcuk yeah .

tired please

2010-11-14T00:32:00.000-08:00

* i don't know why but i just love my cheeks*

i'm over him , but i miss him and i can't deny that . hahaa whatever it is , our memories together will always be cherished by me . and don't ever say i didnt try to get him back okay . i tried hard , my utmost best . i'm moving on , slowly and steady . and i'm leeting everything go . Contacting Mus Voxx is fun , and i'm serious about it . but i'm not hoping or expecting for everything ;D i keep waiting for his call every time cause he's super busy -.- with work .I'm going to be a plastic that is flying in the air following where the wind goes .

went to Universal Studio yesterday and it was awesome (Y) lazy to elaboratee , zzzzz . tomorrow is Mus's contanment with the police , i really hope nothing would go wrong . Ini kalau dia _____ , im speechless and im going to cry . but i think nothing laah , so maybe tomorrow going to meet him . another 12 days and still , no excitement :|

ive got loads of pictures to upload -.- kaybye .

m.i.a

2010-11-12T08:58:00.000-08:00

This few days macam MENDAK gitu , macam nothing happening : | naseb esok pegy Universal Studios <3 lagy =".="" class="Apple-style-span" color="#FF0000">KNNCB btul >.<

I'm letting everything go . Everything . I'm just going with the flow . Contact ngan mus voxx pun , aku biar ape nak jadi , jadi uh . ku single pun gerek :D takde masalahh r/s . Dengar lagu suaraku berharap , boleh pedihpedih ;D heheee teringat kenangan kan, grrrr . Another 13 more days , still I've got no excitement , sumpah . Hmmm , miracles happening maybe ? Oh , it'll not come . Goodnights .

2010-11-11T08:20:00.000-08:00

Its so complicated nowadays .

2010-11-09T07:56:00.000-08:00

I've got no excitement for the , another 17 days . Bye.

2010-11-08T21:55:00.000-08:00

I miss another thing in yesterday's post . Him . Taknak kata nama .

I may look as if I've moved on completely . But I'm not . My heart is still curing . My heart still wants to be there . But I know it won't happen. I'm happy but not as happy as I used to be . But well, I'm trying to . Everything's fucked up . And I'm on loose. I can't decide . I've got doubts . I miss him , and I can't deny that I may still have feelings for him . He may be the best , he may. But when a guy gives a girl a ring , to me it means he wants to lasts with me . But it's changed . Byebye

2010-11-08T07:21:00.000-08:00

Shitszxszxzsxc I'm bored . Let's list down what's on my mind

Kite-flying. Roses. Movie. Cupcake. Pujaan hati. Sweets. Hugs. Sticky. Sticky. Love. 21. Roses. pool. Piranha. Facebook. Longest kiss. 15. Sec4. Roses. Like a G6. Mike Posner . Poke war . Facebook. Sweets. Magnum Gold. Faraliza. Cinta Fitri. Fuck liars. Jerks. Bullshits. Megamind. Unstoppable. Child's eye. Seoul Garden. Breeks. Tired. Not sleepy. Sick. Cough. Headaches. Texting. Mus voxx. Cinta. Prettyboy. Chanel. Bruno Mars.

2010-11-08T01:54:00.000-08:00

YOU are the only one who knows my situation . YOU've always decide my future , but I've been the one messing up my life . I just need one more favour from YOU , please . I don't want to know what YOU're trying to tell me ; cause most of the time I look at the time or whatsoever , there would either be the number 8 or 32 or 21 . These numbers are special to me once . Now no more . And another thing , please reject people who don't love me , out of my lifestory . Please . I hate being in that position and I never want people to pretend like as if they care about me . They are just LIARS . And I know you hate LIARS , and I know YOU punish them in Hell .I keep having high hopes everytime I wished for a miracle to happen and when do I wish miracle would happen ? When everytime I see a 8.32 on my watch or the number 21 , 8 , 32 . I don't want any false hope . I hate having it . Its bullshits . Please don't show me .I'm letting everything go , I'm going with the flow . I'm not committed to anyone yet but I know just this guy that I've hurt so much is waiting for me to reply his love (:

So please God , please show me the people who love me and erased anyone who don't strictly out of my doors . Thank you .

i'm a happygirl

2010-11-07T07:43:00.000-08:00

19 more days . Let's countdown .

Today never go out , boringszxs . But I've got Blackberry . Watched Piranha , eewwwwwww . Disgusting , the blood and all . Yang geligeli is when the head is being chopped off, guy's being bitten , girl's hair being pulled off and manymany MORE. Ohmygod , this show is really M21 . Tsktsktsk , shouldn't have watch . Chey macam paham eh I , padahal suke . Heee (;

Yes , went out with Mustafa , Ummul Radiah and Aidil hari thu with mustafa's uncle . Can play kite till 100th storey :D best kaaaan ! I wanna play again pleaseeee <3 I want get to know radiah also ;D hee , kawan baru .

Ohoh I wanna say , I'm shutting my doors tightly . That's no way to talk a girl like that . Pfft . Aku nk nanges again ? For you ? Go dream on okay . Gaduhgaduh sayang ehhh ? Hmmm no lah . Ni gaduh mepek . Nak menang aje die , so ku malas nk layan , aku mengalah . (: goodgood kan . Even though at the end we say we missed each other . Haha cute kan kite>.< *puji diri sendiri* haha but seriously . Kay wthwthwth , if he loves me he'll find me lah . Idk if I made the right think but i'm enjoying life now , and I feel so happy and loved .

I've got school tmr . Malas nyeeee -.- kay nights <3

its for you .

2010-11-06T00:31:00.000-07:00

Yes , its been a month . a month of sufferings for me . a month we've separated . a month full of happiness for him . Maybe its an ideal ? A good thing behind all this ? I not sure . but whatever it is , life got to go on . Yes , ive been an emo shit siaa days after we separated . siape taq kan ? Alot of memories , 7months and 15days - longest kiss and all . thu semua memang rindu . sekarang aku can only live by his memories . nevermind that . i just wanted a gurantee yes or no , not maybe . there's no maybe in my dictionary . Maybe you have but i don't . Ive got principles in life , im not a girl where you can toy with my feelings . No can do , im not . You always said that what for have me , and then you kp saying bad stuffs about you , I don't care about your bas sides boy . I keep looking at your good sides . That's why all the bad bodoh things you've done , I closed a half eye . Even those comments people give , I don"t listen . I just hear . Cause I know you're a good person . Faraliza got say , kalau ade jodoh , there will be even though how much we ate each other . so aku biarkan pada tuhan . let god decide . You may be my favourite but there's many other guys out there . I can't just live by your memories and all , if you're giving me false hope . I tried my fcuking best to please you , but I failed . Oh hell , yknow it hurts to see what I've done for you wasted )': it also hurts inside when you try to hide . Every dark night turns out to be a bright one . People say don't shut the doors on people who love you . Do you love me ? If not , I'm shutting the doors tightly , willingly . And currently I'm trying my very best to move on without you . Even if isswanie comes alive again , do you think it'll lasts ? With you being in ite , with the cheeky attitude of yours and your smile and all , attracting other girls in ite ? Hahs , it'll be too risky for me . Its easy to say you love somebody , but you have to show it . And I'd show it . Its not that you don't notice . It's that you don't really apprecaite it . Well , what I know its wasted . It sucks to be in love and in the end , you break someone's heart . Fcuk love , you made me inlove and left me shattered . Its been a month since we broke up and only saw you 3 times - 19th , 21th and 30th october for your birthday , our 8th monthsary and for your brother's wedding . All of those days were the most special days that I enjoyed in life same as the 7months and 15days we shread together since 210210 . So , I thank you for all the precious time you've wasted on me and us . I miss you , badly ): And I'm sorry for everything , may you have a great life and future ahead . Sigh . I've said all I wanted .

tired sick

2010-11-04T10:18:00.000-07:00

I'd be a huge liar if I say I don't miss you and that I don't love you .

I don't know if I made a huge mistake yesterday , haiss . I reget everything . All those talks we had . Go save it luhr okay . I've tried my fucking best with sweats and sacrifices . And all I wanted was a guarantee .

Ohh I cannot explain what I actually do feel now . It seem so hard . Fcuked up. If he misses me or loves me , he'll text . If he don't , aku redha caang dapat karma die , not me . Remember I've tried my best . He's the one who just don't simplu notice . Sigh )':

is it a mistake ?

2010-11-04T02:03:00.000-07:00

Another 2 more days and its gonna be One month we broke up .

21 <3

3rd november

2010-11-03T08:34:00.001-07:00

First thing first ,
Happy Birthday , Mama <3 I love you soo manymany * kiss cheek *

I feel exhausted from yesterday's fight and todays's awesomeness . After school, went to RP to play pool . Maen one gamee abeh lapaar tros bought 2 pasta to be shred with three person - Me , Fara , Natt . Sedaap whoii , hingga shashaa and natt makan cheese begitu sahaja . Hehee (: at around 4 plus , headed to Waterfront . Sampai sana , maen pyramid abeeh ada budak ni panggel kawan die 'cbai' , haha he's like 7 years old ? Wth laan , but then die kata nama kawan die mmg cbai . HAHA .

Ngah duduk near the tempat memancing , ada budak lower second menggatal lah pulak -.- haha taaq layan lah sial . Lower second sia . Ku next year dah second 4 , pfft . 0h0h , tadie maen swing like there's no tomorrow . And kite jumpjump from it tapi natt taq dapat . Haha , today was enjoyable laaa ;D AWESOME GIRLFRIENDS !<(

Bus-ed home till 7pm plus abeh siap go Swenson celebrate birthday mama :D
Will update more tomorrow uhr . Anyway , today I sacrificed for someone , I hope that someone would be happy . Haiss , kaybye . Tires and sick

hidup cam sial

2010-11-02T06:55:00.000-07:00

I'm down with fever , sorethroat and flu . Ongoing headaches since morning . I'm tired , so tired . Of everything . But life has to go on .
Had Chemistry and math lesson today finish at 12.30 . Went straight to bie-eff-eff house , Yaani J. Sebelum makan lunch , wanted to buy 'sweets' from Wak . Beh Wak tiada ): sodeh sial . Watched Bring It 0n and had meatball soup. Then bus-ed home . So sick that I could not walk properly , my eyes were halfclosed when I walked . Sampai rumah aje , teros jatuh on e floor merengek at mum . Mama kata I like baby ganyut , wth laa . I wanted to go doctor but mama insisted I have Clarinase first . So yeah then I chatted with Iss . After what he said , I decided to lean back and watch.
Now , blogging is a part of my daily life , boleh share story dengaaan.having school tmr , finish cepat .

Too tired . Hais

when everything falls apart

2010-10-30T07:05:00.000-07:00

went to jemputan kahwin abang iss tadie <>

cannot get outta my mind what he said . i doubt it but somehow i beleive him . it feels weird being his ex but oh well , what the hell can i change . I'd miss him so much ah , tahu ah mcm tk worth it tapi hais . I've tried my best to win his heart back .If he has his heart at someone else , just tell the truth ah . I won't talk about him anymore sia . I just want truth . My prepaid low , ah biatlah bukannye ade orang mesej . Hais . I've been praying that everything in my life would go on smoothly . And he'd be lindungi jauh dari setan and that he would change for the better . If he's happy that we're not to gether anymore , aku redha woots . Walaupun , things are wasted . Imisshim . FML , no use living .
Anyway , good morning (:

changes

2010-10-08T23:51:00.000-07:00

I'm using handphone to update blog , see I rajin (:
Okay some basics , my life's not been great . It's been full of crying , unhappiness , confused or should I say dilemma .
Somehow rather , I get addicted to 'Hati yang kau sakiti' by Rissa . Weird kan padahal dulu I never listen to malay songs .
My english exams were quite great I could say ? Its about luck I wrote the same storybook I read on . But obviously in reality I'm not receiving any luck(:
Going republic poly tomorrow maybe with izzatibby. Monday's chemistry and idk why but I'm looking forward to it. FYI , its change between me & iskandar .
And it had made a huge change in my feelings and all .. Yes , I still love him .
Perhaps , soon it'll be just a one -sided love ! Hahs , okay.

I wanna watch television , I'm bored . Naseb ada orang text .
Xoxo wanie .

2010-09-28T07:10:00.000-07:00

Love's ain't breaking up my heart this time (:

seventh monthsary

2010-09-21T07:34:00.000-07:00

Happy Seventh Monthsary , love ♥ Its alreadys even months being together . i know its been like a hell of a week last few days and i'm truly sorry ): but well , even thought there are cracks on our road , we can cement it and forgrt the past . Sayang , you're the best I ever had ♥

i love you . please remember that :D

2010-09-07T07:10:00.000-07:00

Some girls are just jealous ((;

kay whatever shit , im bored .

2010-09-05T00:30:00.000-07:00

I'm a bad GF .

sick and tired .

2010-09-04T23:44:00.000-07:00

hello people ^^

im boreeeed and moody cause no one texted me . My last message was from nasrulhaq cause yesterday me and my cousin texted him ; wanted to ask his olevel malay^^ hahaaa , memories semua terbongkar kaaaaaaaaan . kay , whatever . Hari Raya is in 4days and ive yet to clean up my bedroom , hehee ; plus buying my contacts and bangles .

Ohh yaah before forgot , nowadays i get to know alot of things that i hate to hear . but ohh well , i know how to face it cause my mum taught me how to roll & deal . You all lie to yourselve for what siaa , dapat untung peee ? perangai sungguh tidak perlu sia . Who the f**k are you ? -.-

sorethroat

2010-09-01T02:31:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was awesome, the performance for Teacher's Day were quite better than last year . After school , lepaklepak jaaap at tempat sofa then had to go for the 'Fried Rice Paradse The Musical' at Esplanade . Taufik Batisak is sooo cute y'know with his like tight pants and all . I'm 100% sure that i had fun watching the musical even it was freezing cold theree ^^

aftr Esplanade-ing , went for buka with my Monyetsyg at KFC lapanlapanlapan (: okay done for yesterday , went to IMM Giant with mama and sis , so yeaaaah. Will be baking kuih later ^^ yeaaaay , im gonna having a long day at school tmr with remedials of chemistry and poa . i hate it , ots fasting month and i have a long day at school plus maths re-test ;here i did pass with flying colours !

iysh , im having a bad sorethroat and can barely talk cause i've got no voice already . even if i talk , people will ask me to shut up cause my voice sucks . but i have to beryukur , hmm , Alhamdullilah . Ive got to goo , to watch movie :D goodbye peoplelove (:

sad week

2010-08-29T03:17:00.002-07:00

I feel insecure . Even f I'm smiling , in my head its just fake . I hate it , i hate everything about me , my life , you . Why won't people stop lying to themselves and to me ? Can't i stop feeling this way ? Maybe , now my life turns a whirl ; changing into a miserbale one . whereby no one makes me happy ?

2010-08-24T21:04:00.000-07:00

I'm sickening of like almost all the people around me , like seriously . Macam aku sorang PMS githu , wtf ah . binget sia . beh facebook tak buleyh masuk macam sial . nak buat shared account banyak excuses nyee . Out of all entire question , to the open ehh , what if like your friends doesnt like this one particular friend of them and that they don't want to tell that person off , will you get fucked up ? What do you think off all those liars and those posers out there ? Why must i have moodswings ? Why are you out of all people talking badly to me ? Why are all people being so childish and lying about themselves ? I get irritated y'know . I want to let it out but i just can't , something's avoiding me . Oh godd , i hate this feeling . Benci ahr .

monyeet 557

2010-08-19T06:31:00.000-07:00

I love/miss Mohd Iskandar Bin Mohd Z

come back home fast and text me(: .

Iskandar Z.

2010-08-18T06:35:00.000-07:00

I was looking thru my Webcam Media and i found this photo ^^ hahaa

*waiting for iss to come online* my 6th is coming , oh god oh god *panic * padahal tkde papee yang narq panic cuma pening uhr ape narq buat for it *sighs* went to yaani's house lepak jaaap then we go under iss block buwat bendaa uh abeh naek atas rumah iss cause he asks me wake him up taw , pikir nak kiss die but then puasa so i kacaw him;D gulung tisssue then geletek hidung die , die tak buka mata but he was smiling to himself y'know , cute kan issmonyet block 557 One&Only ! hahaa kaydah tkmo nak exagerrate ; nanti oranfs irritated (:

atleast today i have the opportunity to spend time with yaani together uhr , and both of us knows we miss hanging out with each other like old times , with lydia and safiah * sighs * we've like theres so many things to talk about tadi , macam dah lama we never get to really talk to each other . lets do it selalu kay bby (: hmm , ive yet to go Geylang cari baju raya Greynya .

chalobeteh .

avalanche ^^

2010-08-17T06:08:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not been updating frequently . So yeaaah firstly i would want to say sorry to someone cause i forgotten to delete another post that has her name , so yeaaaaaah . Now then i realise so delete G-O GO ! hahaa

Last Sunday i went for the YOG Soccer Girls 2010 at Jalan Besar Stadium with natch and yaani . Islamic Republic of Iran VS. Papua New Guinea ,IRAN WON . the game was awesome :D but yaani's money lost and the fun part was when , everyone was noisy and excited for buka ah . hahaa , supposed to go to waterfront after that but all of us were too tired and i did not get to meet B as he's working .

Yesterday and Today was his Maths Prelim so i taught him Maths the toa-cah-soh so that made us come to school early to teach him ((: dia tk berapa paham ah but stll , first time i get to study with him adding on teaching him , hee . Currently , im checking facebook plus msn plus doing project . I've not yet dont my malay homework , lazy laaaaaaaaa-____________-

Our 6th / half a year is coming and ive yet to plan what to give .. ideas ? ohh yeah , i got out of volleyball already cause ive not been attending any of the trainings . SUMPAH aku quite happy plus worried uh cause maybe i need cca points to decrease my Olevel points to get into Poly . Tadi go his house watch Texas Chainsaw , seraaaaaaaaaaaam/:

kay i wanna wait for his text , goodbye people (:

boreeeeeeeeeeee

2010-07-28T06:10:00.000-07:00

gambar tating sakk -.- kay dah takmo comment , kuu tawu .

I can perangai minah if im angry . I swear i'll make your life upside down . Jangan cubacuba ah sia . Your fault , takmo nak perangai lah pulak . sial . As what Aiysh refer it as , fcuk you BITCH .

School's been sucha bore . need studystudy for common tests , macam havoc gitu . then tadi for the first ever time , Mr Iven Ong was angry with us and threw out Jia We's table out of the class , cb kaaaan thu anak . iysh , Ms Veronica takda abeh kiteee hoorayhooray sekali kene berdiri cause me and the others talk so loud tak belajar:p nak jadi good girl sia aqu . wtf , prepaid aqu tengah low sik . waiting for anak zawawi to come home and onlineee ~ hmm .

i wanna eaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat chicken , make fatfat *confirm iss lari* hahaa , chalo people :D

my fifth months

2010-07-23T23:39:00.000-07:00

my forehead's been quite hot yet im not getting a fever . common tests are coming up and im nervous cause i dnt think im ready yet . im going off to Yusof Isyak later on ; for a sajak thingy .

My P.E yesterday was fun , played in the mud with Aiysh, Pirei , Keemy , Hylie , YeeYangYoo , EnTing and others . heehehe , our feet was soft after that !

ive got nothing to say actually , hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm . Im bored yknow' my mum's not topup-ing for me cause like between me & my family ada crisis . Lest move on to the next.

FYI , my fifth monthsary came and it turned out well (: and im happy cause blove made it possible , yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay;D yes we fought , yeah we fought alot & hard . and it all happens because we love each other too much , heheee . I (V) you sayang , i hope 6th would come by anytime cause i wanna bukapuasa with you . you'r my strawberry icecream that makes me gugugaga over you ; muuuuuah ((:

brokenhearted

2010-07-19T06:29:00.000-07:00

"You're the apple to my pie , you're the straw to my berry . You're the smoke to my high , you're the one i wanna marry ."

I'm sorry , i love you sm . But i know you'll be happy .

-brokedown .

budak kecik theme

2010-07-18T03:08:00.000-07:00

Firstly , i wanna say that i love Mohd Iskandar Bin Zawawi freaking alot .

recorded me&natch talk-so-much n the interchange for like 3minutes plus
had an awesome time with Bsayang last friday , amek gmbr manymany
chatting with Izzatibby , facebooking plus blogging
school's suck nowadays
common tests are near like in two weeks *panic*
my cca's been boring cause i never go-.-
just got a haircut (sidebangs + trim )
Bsayang kata like bi=udak kecik dari tadieee-.-
im bored ; super bored -.-
My 5th monthsary's coming & i wanna make it sweeet .

I'm like super hungry seyh ); and i miss Bsayang ; padahal tadi dah jumpe . Hahaa . I'm bored uhrr , television nye thu rosaaak , sial ah . My hair like idiot siaa-.- I miss IzzatiBestfriend yang sesat pat ChoaChuKang uhh , gonna meet her on tuesday maybe sometime this week at JP . Can meet budak westood sekali duhh:D *maybe bringing iskandar along* thu pun kalau dia sanggup ye bie ? Kaylah , i wanna eat and theeen tex biesayang + get ready for school tomorrow (:

rambut masai .

2010-07-06T05:35:00.000-07:00

: finally dapat blogging , binget sia tkd mood niari .

and someone told me to let it go . and duncare abt anything else .

erm , i deleted my latest post because of (cuma kawan rapat aja tahu) . EH . padahal the facts ehk . macam wth eh nak complain eh ? eh ckp ngan blog owner tros uh . iysh . kaydah .

Actually aqu binget of many things ah bukan pasal ni aje . Compared to this and the others , this is soooo nothing okay ? HAH .

School is sucha motherfcuk ehys . its getting plain boring everyday plus i get tired easily . Wednesday is no longer a late day for us . hari thu ade CIP pat admiralty park uh abeh postpone taw then melawat Waterfront abeh kite playplay ah *mcm budak kecik* ! haha , tapi best .

And then , on wednesday wanna watch eclipse taw abeh tk jadi . abeh watch laen hr , then go waterfront maen layanglayang ngan sayang ; p pinjam my OBS friend cause he was there . and then he sweet giler taw at there . Idk why but I felt it and im glad(: and then i want have a time with him that i wanna talk about abeh kawan die ade then i dnt have the guts ah . so yeah .

Today's my bestfriend birthday , Keemymeek :D heh , cute taw die pendekpendek mcm kecik like that tapi sec3-.- i made him a card and then we all signed ; sweet kan (: i know and then tadi we go maen layanglayang . abeh the kite so high . Have fun on this day ; cutestuff ;D And tkmu lupe , my lagi 11slaps belum habis !

what the fuck ah ,

2010-06-26T07:14:00.000-07:00

My father's lappy is on-the-repair so im using Mum's :D
school's starting next week , and bie's not coming to school until apentah ; rinddu): for the last two days , he's been with me and seriously i felt like he's all mine , yeay ! i cut my fringe abeh tipiskan rambut but macam no different . nevermind that , my 4th is over . 5th is a way to go so im planning something sweeeet (: hah yeah !

oh yah , last week i studied like a hella nerd taw at night . cause i wanna buck up and i is almost finishing my holidays homework . abng's friend is staying over abeh mcm a new sibling gitu . hee , eclipse is coming and i have a movie date already ; HOORAY ME ;D i wanna watch letters to juliet plus the Karate Kid plus Eclipse plus Toy Story 3 . many kan , i know .

i actually wanted to go kite flyfly abeeeh bad news uh , sodeh ): currently webcaming with hassan and fithriyaani :D plus arguing with iskandar with some orng ketiga . wth ehq abng you . pergilah text dia 24/7 , i pun buleyh laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah . if you forcee me , 'll do it .

dah ah bingeeeeeeeeeeet ngan semua orng uh , goodbye . WTF you .

im coming , holiday .

2010-06-14T05:57:00.000-07:00

saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap;D

: using mummy's laptop now , yeay ! like finally theres pictures now . Currently msn-ing , uploading pictures on fb , blogshopping plus blogging (: I'll be going KL tmr , dont miss me too much . Like suddenly mama says we're gng there for like 5days and its like until Saturday ; 5days without biee again . OHMYSEYH): tapi tarqpeee , met hubby just now and im so relive to meet him before i go (: i took his iphone away still so he wouldnt use the internet to chitchat with feet kesapesape ahk ; heh *control siaa* and ohh , tadie i was so ganas with him abeh he in pain ; sorry ayang (:

he is now away at soccer , texting and calling him later (: Mum has just retire from work and she is like staying at home for like forever ; wth eh mcm tkda freedom siakszxsz ~ i wanna watch Eclipse with sufiah at jurong when school reopens . Next week will be doing Chem Project plus finishing my homeworks . I got like only another 3homework to finish , the rest ive done earlier with my tuitor :D

I wanna pack my clothes for holidays , g'bye all (:

my upside down love

2010-06-13T10:42:00.000-07:00

hello semuaa:D

there wont be any photos in the meantime cause my laptop is spoil and luckily i changed phone with biesayaang so now i can update, yeaay(: class 3c headed to the beach last thursday and it was superduper awesome ~! so many pictures were taken and im soooo in it. i cannot upload using iphone uh, cb kans .

i'll be going malaysia this tuesday or the upcoming days of this
week . my 4th monthsary is coming ; and during me using his iphone i found out like a supa hella things that have happenned . im meeting him tmr and i hope everything would be okay . i want us to last cause really i love him like supaa much yknow ; like he meant the world to me . my plan for this monthsary is gng to be sweet (:

semalam my abng sedare nikah and his fiancee was my farfar cousin in london ; cool kan . it was held at tampunes uh , abeh got maulud a traditional thing for muslims to celbrate an occasion. there's this budak kecil aged 3 like that playing the gendang following yhe rhythm . he was the grandson of the ustad uh . the budak kecil is like so cute sia and he axtually knows how to play the gendang and he now knows alot abt islam . i was really touched like really ; im like so oblivious to god and then when i see the kid there i feel so near to god . *bersyarahan plak aqu nie*

eclipsenis coming out , i cant wait to watch it plus karate kid and marmaduke . watch-ed shrek 3D daaah , best oik! hahaaa , i wanna change blogskin ah and music . kay dah panjang aqu membebel but before i go, i wanna say that natch tkleh harap tk ikot pergy class outing):

gdnite guys, *muaaah*
hee , dapat tarq? bye koraaaaaaang;D

im having flu

2010-06-09T10:38:00.000-07:00

tkpeee esok ada gambar baru ahh , tengok ajee yer !
natch tkleyh harap uhh esok tknk pegy , iysh . siakkkkk uhh*perangai natt* kawan gny , aqu ingaaaaaaaat uh . ada hari aqu boleh balas=p

Going off at around 10am tonmorrow and then going back ard 5plus cause i wanna catch up with my OBS teamates . sweetkan i make time for them ^^ ayah kasi aqu Canon Digital camera abehh kakak aqu narq bawak , so esok im fcuking bringing my Canon Big camera ; kncb ah bag berat sak gini ); ican't wait to have KFC with obs tomorrow , rindu y'all !

Met biee just now , change handphone ngan diaa ; yeaay :D anyway , i caught flu from him abehh he now starting to boal mepek . boal pasal anak si 'babi' ; tating uhh really . abehh tady view satu frind nie peh gambar abehh nmpk gmbr sedare biee , sway siaa niari . Seriousy , i wanna go out now and grab a tissuebox , Guess i'll be sleeping now .
and guess whaat ; my mood had just turned sad . FCUK you girl for posting that picture.
chalobeteh people ayy ;
i lovelove yah(:

its a blast

2010-06-08T07:12:00.000-07:00

So here i am .

I feel icky , itchy and all y'know . Plus , i feel moody nowadays . aiyoo , bulan ehq mama kata -.- I just finished revising my studies . Mama asks me to cause its like my results are totally worse . My prepaid is running low . Class outing and OBS outing is coming up , and i dont know which to go . WTF siakk , tadhy go Lot One repair specs ; dah okaay dah now . Camwhore jaap , mama alek abeh kata wanna go 888 amek laundry abeh tak jadi . My wallet plus housekeys are with him , shitzszxs . I can't wait till tomorrow , yeay (: Overall , I had a fun time today like reallyreally seyh:D Bie read my messsages with Syidaa , apedah syida tak tawu delete . bocor rahsia waniee .

Anyway , sesiapa yang tidak tahu ape thu MACNIE . its My Annoying Caring Irritating Iskandar ; Everything . I bet monyett thu tatuw=p Currently chatting , facebooking plus websmsing . Anyway kaaaaaaaaan , okay tarq my blog baru ajee edit . backgroung gmbr lama uh , WTH -.- kuu dah penat sesungguhnye .

Gdbye peepzxszx (:

i hate it .

2010-06-05T03:30:00.000-07:00

Coming back from obs and im fcuking tired , sleepy plus getting tanned .

We had 3days of sea expedition ah actually from Tuesday to Thursday of kayaking . Monday we sort our food and things . Get changed , did some activities . 2nd day practice of kayaking , headed for Pasir Ris Park , its so far that we have to kayak all the way . Some of them capsized . scared siaa got jellyfish and all . partnered a guy cause they got more strangth kan , he sat behind . the name's Afiq (: funny taw dia andd entertaining :D when we reached pasir ris park , we slept in tents all the way yknow . then its like the tents are dirty and we have no sleepingbag . WTH-.- me & cheryl was in Tock Seng group . the people over there were friendly and funny . ilovethem all even from the other groups (: idw talk much ah abt this .

I wanna thanked to Afiq foremost , because he gave me that motivatioal to carry on kayaking and also on the high elememts . Thanks (: and also my other teamates , thanks for making this a fruitful experience for me . I will never forget what happened during those 5days .

Im like so frustrated now yknow on everything . mum had been nagging on me like when am i going to study and all . my abng is like cb finding fault with me . and also many things are bugging me ~ balek singapore ajaa , dngr bad news abt that person . Cmne tk moody . then first thing first , i dont like to be forced . mind that . i hate it when people are doing something that i hate behind my back .

aqu kepunan kfc siakkkkk , serious shitzxszxszx ! kaybye .

shashaa mcnie

2010-05-30T08:27:00.000-07:00

: in afew hours i'll be off to Pulau Ubin for OBS .
oh goody , away from home , bestbest ngan kawaaa:D ive packed everything into Diadora's bag and its super gemoooook =.- naseb baek esok bapak fithriyaani fetch . Tomorrow Brandon's bday (: tarqmu deadkan tagboard tahu , heh .

ive got nothing to say uhh actually . Siapasiapa nampak mataer aqu ngan pompuan laeen , bilang taw . aqu balek , kuu debit diaaa =p i'll be back on 4june , don't know what time reach singaporee . hmm , abang kata sana manymany wildbore and need pray alot . So , yeah

okay lah i gtg ,
sweetdreams (:

loving ya .

2010-05-28T06:27:00.000-07:00

: ' hey soul sister ' song is sooo SEDAP !~
currently facebooking , tagged , chatting onlinee + changing mixpod :D
morning i woke up and i still felt sleepy . Cleaned the house , and went to Juring Point with mama , adik and Fithriyaani . Bought things for OBS and windowshopping there . banyak benda kan kita narq beli , yaani (:* shshhh*

i can't wait for the camp but im starting to miss bie jugaaa cause last thursday was the last time i met him * sedihsedih* wanna watch movie later , marathon tawu ! hahahaa , Rara birthday is coming and im out-of-preparation plus contribution ;p tomorrow ayah coming back and will be looking at my results . Big chance that he will confiscate my handphone and ask me to study hard . Pray for me that he wont okay , girls ? heh , idk ah narq private blog or nottt cause macam leceh gitu . i want change skins .

So yeah , chalobeteh . *give me the greenlight !*

nxnmc n

2010-05-27T09:18:00.000-07:00

: another topic

Somehow rather i find this photo cool , not because of Faaris , but , me me me ! :D Currently facebook-ing , twitter-ing , tv-ing and iTunes plus onlineee with hasannnnnn (: kay lets talk about the SecOne camp .

Me , Zawani and Jai Jun Jie was incharge of class group 1C2 . Indeed , they were good students plus they were gayrek people . they sure know how to make their campleaders happy . Wednesday we did Amazing Race which we started from Fusyan Garden ending at school . Thursday they did their Sandcastle building at East Coast Park . I'm shacked ;D

i thought of privatin my blog , y'think its a good idea ? anyway its a good idea .

~ will update more in a while .

tomorrow report book (:

2010-05-24T04:58:00.000-07:00

: hellohello mak ucu ? ape kejadah okay .

So lets talk about Saturday first .

Went to Iffah's bday party at Aloha Loyang Chalet;Pasir Ris . Jauhh kaan , and mama suro bawak kakak eeqa along . so double date uhh , her&sabda + me&iss . she headed for pasir ris park . at around 7 baleeek . manymany things happened . kay moving on .

tadie sekolah sungguh panas teriks y'know . First period was POA , Mr TKY beboalbeboal ajee then Viknesh debate , then belajar setakat 15 minutes . loool , next was english . i hatee it laaah , i want to know how am i gonna pass my exams in EOY . im vexed . whee~

in the middle of english lesson , ada FireDrill lah pula . kene run go parade square for it abeh duduk pat tepi parade square peh panas terik macam nak terbakar sakk badan . well~ neraka lagy panas (:

after that , headed for maths lesson , cikgu tukar tempat every term & im sitting at my own place with Afyqq & Jenny beside me . boring uhh gini , hakeem all the way infront ): Hahaa , ive seen photos yang pat Iffah's bday , cool(; After school , bought OreoCrush with Nattt & Eyaa (:

abng musibat narq pakai lappy =/

:goodbye koraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang !

another big shot

2010-05-19T05:05:00.000-07:00

: hellohello ;D

today sekolah macam **** tahu . bie never come , yaani&natasha paitao ):

Before recess pergi Republic Polytechnic , after recess have FT time then CCA lesson (me&nunu go sick bay ; sengaja) after that resume Talk on Ciggs . haa , illegal or legal whatso ?

after thaaat , went to causeway to buy OreoCrunch abeh bought friendship band^^ headed home then met iss bawah block . kakak nampak , well~ then go lepaaak jap then go home , mendaks siaa . Next tuesday , parents meet session and yet , tmr results keluar *scared to death* membebel lah mak aqu kalau aqu fail rabak . siak aje kan .

i really hope i pass all cause i really did my best this time rather than my common tests . Currently onlining + blogging + listening music + smiling widely . Edited gambar aqu sama dia , will upload soon (: andd that last part , was not for natasha . it was for someone else in the same school . Confirm paisey sakk natasha , LOL .. Planning for the upcoming holiday outings and birthday babies , yeay can't waiit ! i wanna text mohd iskandar bin (bapaknya) .

Hugs & kisses ,

shasha macnie ^^

think pink .

2010-05-17T09:44:00.000-07:00

: assalammualaikum readers(:

life's been better? another 3 more days taw b ! hee , andd , exam papers kan semua dah finish , this time round i quite confident im gonna pass ? i hope so & today i cannot go out cause the gasmeterguy was coming to change the meter , yaa . but then cancel . bie accompanied me until adik balik then we lepak pat bawah blok jap aja , then bie had to go meet his friends at bns . idowanfollow m tarqmau kacau . niari tarq sekolah cause marking day , beh tomorrow and wednesday would be Post-exams activities . Nananannatt bawak Uno taw ! kau taq bawak , jaga kau !

Its 1am plus and im stll not sleeping . bie have slept . and oh , tadie kite amek gambar , sweet plus cool taw , serious shitzxszxszx ! tapi amek pakai iphone , bodohkan thu phone . tarq reti narq shareshare , sibeh-.-

its coming 21 ,

i hope you remembered ;D

friendship aku ngan satu gadis ii memang regang , mungkin memang aku dengan dia selalu gaduh . tapi i want her back , i want her back in my life like old times where we gossip and sometimes irritate 'fithriyaani . i want that . if i can , i want us to be partners in crime again , but i just couldnt find a way . i am just not sure if you want it too . I miss you girl .

another happy day ;

2010-05-08T07:33:00.000-07:00

: assalammualaikum !
hee , gambar lama seyhh , new pica's are with raraa ! well ~ this week exams are ongoing and mine starts at 11am while biee's starts at 12.30pm ; so he teman every single day wothout fail ;D sweet kan . next week pun same , so yeah . after tuition , went to library to study with biee , raraa , natty nat & najade . natty nat mcm kesiiian gytu tertinggal but still layan dia . tarqdah tempat di library go blocks near civic study . tadhy nampak kakDEEYANA , aqu depan mata pun dia tarq nampak . Orngs tegur 'whoi' baru nampak =.- apa daaaaaaaaah . ambil gambar bnyk whoii ~ i miss bee already ); and oh , semalam tarq tidor , otp nan biee all the way . insyirah kacau daun uhhh =.-

so , me , natt , nunu , rara & yaya dah getting close , good kan , kuu happy . yaya daah okay nan FJ . theen bie dah maken sweet since incident hari tu (: everything keeps getting better . & im hoping my results would too , ive studied hard this time more better than my common tests last term , hee . My sickness datang dan pergi beh now , datang agy ); ohoh , tadiee makan Cinnamon Meltzsxzsz ; sodap sungguh whoiiiiiiiiimestilah bie belanja ! hee , happy seyh dapat makan atlast . I'll update and bring my blog alive agaiiiin okay !

: One more last important thing ,

Last long ehhh Muhammad Hannajid Bin Borhan + Faraliza Bte Samsudin ! Atlast , korang daah pun patch lagy . 080510 ; orang suro 21 tarqnarq degil ehh nie najade . Last long tawuu , be happy always . Cherish :D andand , sweet selalu ~ Kalau rara sedih or apeape kan , tunggulah kau najade . kao tawu ape akan kuu buwat .

sugarush .

2010-04-23T11:05:00.001-07:00

weeeee~
sekarang dah macam berapa blog gitu aqu ada ehy ? haa .
gambar pat atas macam B naan aqu jee :D smlm jumpee B , taq gy thu Bedok , jauh siaa .
jumpee syidaa sekali jugak , cause kita boal manymany gilaa , pasal banyak endaaa , so yeah .
MYE narq dekaat , narq gy belajar uhh . *asking somoene to ajar B* cause dia kena suspend beh miss school for two weeks , so taqleyh catch up . kuu punyaa sayaaang kesian jugak okay !
im still having my flu , cough & sorethroat . tu obat tarq guna langsung seyh , maken saket aqu .
Cousins aqu datang uma , sebok uh , malas narq layan . urrently texting B . esok syidaadadaa datng uma , belajar . yeeaah , B taqleyh masuk , cause mama&ayah + abng 2nd dah tawu , so cannot . Illegal uh , dah besar baru buleyh kay B ?
So , niari best sangat tidur , jap agy narq continue , hee . kay , bye readers ?

xoxo ,
shasha mcnie .